got my results on wed midnight... cos need to work on thurs... haiz... disappointing... maybe to other ppl its good enuff... but i guess i set a high standard for myself... typical virgo... now i realise there are things that even when u put in lots of effort, u still wont get the result tat u wanted... maybe i'm jus not cut off in doing tat particular thing... an imperfect perfectionist... all man are imperfect actually... so i guess its normal... i jus got to face it... THATS LIFE~

had a dream last nite... a weird one... but it feels real... i can feel the disappointment, the pain in the dream... something tat i dun think i will experience in real life if it were to happen... maybe is jus the subconscience thingy again... now i noe the outcome, i guess i will try all my best to prevent such thing from happening... time is all i need...


finally done wif the invigilating job... going back to mango to work... cant find any other jobs le... most of the nice and fun staff all gone le... i wonder if it will still be as fun... haiz... my intersem exam coming le... nx wed... haiz... need to study again... so tired... haiz... i better go rest now... take care peeps...

its time to wake up... since u know its going to hurt...