hmmm... attended huiyu's 21st bdae party on fri... haha... she was so busy wif her guest and all... and her penguin bdae cake is so cute... then she opened her present and the most interesting and out of expectation is a tefal frying pan... haha... so special huh... haha... yup... then we spent our nite at her house where wang and waiyee watch gu huo zai, yin and cindy sleep, huiyu playing her new nds and mi? play com... haha... then we went to sleep at ard 4plus am... haha....

it had been raining these few days... i love raining days... i like the cooling and emo feel... rainy days make ppl feel emo... and i do feel emo too... but i like rainy days... cos i can snug into my cosy blanket... haha... i jus feel tat this is the only time when u will feel warmth... hmmm... so cosy... haha... yah... i do feel emo too... sometimes u jus need to feel emo i guess... not everyday sunny day... have been thinking the same old question again... haiz... maybe its jus time for mi to let it go and stop thinking abt it... cos nothing is going to change... its hard... but i noe i can do it...

went to celebrate my 21st bdae wif my uni babes today... haha... intent to pay for the dinner cos i'm going to have a bdae party... so wanted to treat it as a bdae party jus for mi and them... but in the end huiyu keep stuffing the money back to mi... followed mi into the toilet and all... haha... super funny... stuff into my belt, my jacket... haha... while running away and "fighting" wif her, my tube drop down without mi realising it... haha... lucky i was wearing my jacket... haha... i only realise it when i'm in the toilet... haha... and my super chui bag spoil... haha... lousy bag tat i bought in thailand... haiz... chui bag... lucky still can repair... haha... if not waste money... haha... and babes... its not ur fault ok... u guys nv spoil my bag... my bag is already chui... haha...hmmm... i guess its the rainy weather and the period of the month, everybody was so tired and all... but its ok... haha... i did had fun... haha... thanks babes...

yes yes... bdae is coming... everybody is asking mi wat i wan... but i really didnt have anything in mind... no wish list no nothing... every yr's wish is the same... hope my studies will be good, may god bless my family and frends wif good health and happiness... nothing new for this special bdae i guess... jus wanna celebrate it peacefully... nothing fanciful... jus mi and my family...

希望越高，失望越大。。。

jus one more wish... wanna change for a better... 不再是个什么都相信的女孩。。。