chance upon this mv when i was watching some vid on youtube... nice and sweet song... reminds mi of something... haha...

我们从牵手放手又牵手走过来
我们从期待失落又期待走过来
我们从日出日落又日出走过来

indeed a long way to go for couples to go into the church to make their vows... making life long promises to each other... saying " i do"...

lots of lesson learnt from quarrels, separation, cold wars... got to noe urself better, and oso the other party better... how to find a better solution to problems... how to communicate better...

its not easy to be tgt... not even to say to stay tgt... happy to see the couples ard mi doing good... though its jus the start (still under probation) haha... will "observe" to see if everything will turn out well... u noe i am too logical and sensitive (large radar)... so if i see any problem i will surely inform u guys... of cos i will hope tat u guys will be like the couple in the mv... getting married in a lovely church... haha... i think it will be sweet... haha... jus take things slowly... all the best... :)

had a long chat ytd... lots of memories jus come back into the mind... then the question "y not?" and i said something mean... haha... i kinda feel bad abt it... actually when i think back abt it... it wasnt all abt tat... tat wasnt the main reason... maybe it wasnt even the reason too... the reason is simple? and i guess i made it complicated... and then the "if u can turn back time" question... actually i nv tot of tat question be4... i replied no immediately... logically perfect ans with supporting evidence... but when i had the time to slowly think abt this question, i was thinking y didnt i think of this question be4? is it becos i didnt wanted to regret abt my decision, didnt wan to make a decision again? or maybe i didnt regretted wif my decision... cos this kind of question is like for ppl who regretted their decision... haha... i dunnoe... i guess i think too logically again... then i tot of if i didnt make the same decision, wat would it be like? i cant imagine how would it be like... i guess it doesnt matter now... haha... bad bad habit... think too logically too much... haha...

kick the bad habit...