
posted : Saturday, November 28, 2009
title : in the midst of exam
when most of the ppl had alrdy finish their exam, i am only done wif 1 paper...
straight 5 paper nx week... SHAG!!! cant wait for exams to end... although there is no playing after exam as well... saded... fyp... ad-hoc job... haiz... PACKED... went to watch 2012 straight after the first paper... personally, i think the movie is nice, although i heard lots of negative comments on the movie... well i guess diff ppl have diff views ba... some parts of the movie is quite crappy... but there are touching moments as well... haha... makes u think abt the things in life... haha... or maybe is jus tat i like to think alot... haha... sometimes i wonder if i am doing the right thing... troubles jus comes out of my mouth... and i hate it... i guess i jus tok without thinking... and it sucks... the initial tot was jus out of courtesy? didnt expect anything stupid to happen... or irritating... argh... jus cant stand it... or maybe is jus tat i am thinking too much? and maybe i am too concern abt how ppl thinking... i dunnoe... jus hope things wont worsen... or maybe nothing happened... jus tat i think too much... haiz... i dunnoe... i dun wan to be involved in that complicated situation as well... am i the one wif the problem? most probably... misunderstanding always arises... ppl always mistook my meaning... i guess the way i deliver the msg is misleading ba... haiz... i dunnoe... i only noe i dun mean it tat way... is it ok to remain the same? or shld i do something abt it? i jus dun wan anything bad to happen... but sometimes when i think abt it, is it selfish of mi to impose the ending i wan on the situation? is it the best ending? can i even find a best solution to all problems? problematic self... |